Borderline...

Ah, it has been sooo long it's not even funny...but I write again. Still this time about those stinkin lbs that just won't come off...well, because I am lazy, don't like to eat right, did I mention lazy, oh and old too...to name a few reasons!

But today was a real slap in the ole faceroo! We had wellness testing at work and had to get blood work done. YIKES! Now I technically did not HAVE to do this, but I wanted to know what kind of numbers I was up against...and they are not good to say the least.

The words in the report that are real scary include obese, diabetes, cholesterol, LDL's...AUGH!!! So, clearly I knew I had a problem, a big one at that...but to see those numbers in writing and a professional telling me everything right now is borderline...is nuts!

How in tarnation did I get this bad!! I, of course, know exactly how I got this bad...I lack serious motivation and am hoping that this is my road to recovery if you will. I want to be healthy for my daughter and while she could care less what I look like...I want to be a role model...and lets face it, I am no model right now!!!

I know the plan of attack needs to be small steps that are attainable...so I will start by focusing on that.

Thanks for letting me rant! Stay tuned to see what shenanigans I can come up with! Hopefully they all include getting me healthier...show me the WILLPOWER!!!